Okay, straight up, I personally think that deserve no respect from me, period. You mocked me,personally attacked me, and ultimately became a disgrace in my eyes. I don't understand how you can honestly think that you deserve any respect or compassion from me. What you said, what you theorized, was absolutely obsurd and insane. Right now,at this point, you are extremely lucky that I don't stand up and walk away from you.
You always said that you wonder how a child can hate it's parent, well congrats, you now know how. I still can not believe the things you did and said. And I saw/heard them first hand. The fact that you came up with the most outrageous theories angers me the most. I'm not a melodramatic fool. I never have been. Apparently things just happened at all the wrong times, sorry. But guess what? It had to come out eventually.
If you don't like it, well that's your problem, not mine. All that this elephant is doing is making our "perfect" relationship into shit. I have always felt that our relationship was shit, apparently you never did. And riddle me this Batman, this whole situation is just a plus one on my list of reasons to get as far away as I possibly can come 2013. So when you are complaining that I left, remember that you did this to yourself.
I never felt like our family was the best when it came to relationships, and openness(spell check please), it appears clear to me now that I was right. My original plan would have served me the best. Then again, shit doesn't always go as planned. But when I have to dub this "Situation 2", you know it is extreme, and that someone has gone wayy to far.
Well, now that this is considered a "short essay", I might stop writing for today, or I just might start a new post on someone else. Okay, that's that. Final last words for this post, "I'm not afraid to walk away from you and my entire family, it has been proven that I can stand on my own with you guys."
CJD
No comments:
Post a Comment