Two Days Left...

With two days left until I have the big adventure with Coach, my primitive "Flight-or-Fight" instinct as already started kicking in. The debate is still rolling in my head, and although I know that I wanna do it and that the majority of the team has my back, I still am pacing back forth. The occupants of my head are going at it. I guess I always knew that this time would come, but I guess I didnt think it would come so quickly. I know that fear is meant to stop us from doing shit that could hurt us, both mentally and physically, but I'm not physically ready. My stomach and everything is going off the wall. But I'm mentally ready, its just that the rest of my body doesn't know that. And if my body stopped being messed up, I'd be all good. Well that's it for now. More to come as Monday inches closer.